Have you ever noticed just how silent the world becomes as soon as your ears are under water?
And you would think that it doesn't get better than that - a world of serene introspection, a world without misunderstandings, misconceptions, mistakes, disturbed only by the occasional cold-induced shivers...
And you would think that it doesn't get better than that - a world of serene introspection, a world without misunderstandings, misconceptions, mistakes, disturbed only by the occasional cold-induced shivers...
In these last couple of months, I had moments of anger, frustration and sadness; but I also had moments of peaceful bliss, fulfillment and joy.
I witnessed the start of a new Chinese New Year - and what could have been better than to do it while having drinks in a Japanese bar? I've been to the seaside - once to spend the day at the beach, once to tease monkeys and then enjoy a seafood dinner; I hopped on the night train to Nong Khai and rediscovered just how beautiful life can be chilling by the Mekong.
I witnessed the start of a new Chinese New Year - and what could have been better than to do it while having drinks in a Japanese bar? I've been to the seaside - once to spend the day at the beach, once to tease monkeys and then enjoy a seafood dinner; I hopped on the night train to Nong Khai and rediscovered just how beautiful life can be chilling by the Mekong.
Sometimes I worked hard, sometimes I didn't. Sometimes I had fun, sometimes I didn't. Sometimes I was careful, sometimes I wasn't.
But as I went back to the swimming pool and tried hard to numb my mind, numb my senses, it occurred to me that, in seeking the absence of pain, the only thing I will find is the absence of... everything. So I came out of the water and started walking. And haven't stopped since.
But as I went back to the swimming pool and tried hard to numb my mind, numb my senses, it occurred to me that, in seeking the absence of pain, the only thing I will find is the absence of... everything. So I came out of the water and started walking. And haven't stopped since.